Monday 23 September 2013

The Both of You

I'm torn
quite heart broken
don't know what to do
I need to choose between you and you

I'm caught up
really really confused
what's a girl to do cause
I can't have my cake and eat it to

I'm confused
losing endless endless sleep
staying out late in the dew
trying to ascertain the right way to go

I'm lost
I need some kind of intervention
I need to start thinking straight
even though i think it's way too late

I'm thinking
how did I get to this point
why couldn't I control my emotions
I just can't decide between you and you

You
You
sigh

Tuesday 10 September 2013

The Forbidden Friend

From the day i laid eyes on you
i knew right then and there that you were extra ordinary
and when we made eye contact
i felt an instant overwhelming connection

My mind and heart raced uncontrollably
longing to say something meaningful and worthy
but when i was afforded the opportunity
i was quite speechless and so very subtle

We became friends, the forbidden type
trying desperately to control that feeling
the feeling that was buried deep down in our souls
eagerly and patiently awaiting the perfect moment to erupt

my heart was already taken
but you did something special to me
i'm trying desperately to fight that feeling
the feeling of comfort, understanding and gentleness that you display

Then when you said the magic 3 words
my heart exploded with both joy and sadness
knowing that i was treading on thin ground
here and now i decided that he would always always remain my one and only.....Forbidden Friend